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    • Artwork by Ren McKinzie
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lyrics

Reflective Soul

Music: Arkaina
Lyrics: S. Duffen, M. Shanklin

As strong as I am
I still feel something that pains me
As strong as I am
there is still something that scares me
There is true strength in silence
I fear staring out the window
looking at you through my eyes
I only fear words
for I have nothing left to say
Yet when I do
I’m always alone

And when I speak
do you even listen?

When I look deep inside of you
I see nothing
As do you
when you look at me
It would have been great
to know you in a private life
It’s too late now...too far gone

Depth…
as I fall deeper within myself
my strength grows
With the blood that drips
from my fingertips I write
And yet the blood
does not stain the page
When I am done
this shall all be just a memory
for memory is all I have

What am I doing?
Why am I bleeding?
How did this happen?
Why are you here?

Do not try and help
there’s nothing to gain...only loss
Insecurities that plague the mind
leave only lonely eyes
Belief in something that has not helped
only I can heal myself
Strength is put to the test
when anger takes control
Nothing shall stand in my way

There is no one strong as I

Our thoughtless words
can cut like knives
All that is ever heard
is a silent cry
Is it so hard to understand
One mind, one world, one man?

Just how far am I twisted?

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from Symposium of a Troubled Mind & Beyond, released August 26, 2022

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