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State of Dementia
06:28
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State of Dementia
Lost
I can’t seem to find my way home
Screaming
Help me I’m not sure who I am
My memory is lost and I don’t know who to trust
Excuse me
Have you seen me before?
Feel paranoid
But I don’t know of whom
If you were me, tell me what would you do?
When I think back everything is black
And I remember when I woke up that day
Reflections remembrance
Distorted and subdued,
Who’s in the mirror?
Let me through…
My mind slips and my sanity escapes
Run through the night
Searching for my past
Wake up, cold sweat
My eyes burn from the light
Try to recall but it’s a constant fight
My ears are ringin’ a hypnotic drone
Got this feeling I’m never coming home
Wandering, confused,
I walked in this padded room
With marbles all over the floor
I asked this guy if he knew where I was
He looked at me and said.
“Welcome to our state
You’re never leaving….that right
Here’s your jacket!”
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2. |
Sight Unseen
05:20
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Sight Unseen
Destruction reigns over future life,
Morals so distorted inhumane
Constant death
A dying shame
Preaching the truth
But you’re living a lie
No, fading visions before my eyes
I hear the desperate cries
No, this sight unseen is real not a dream
Blackness cannot avoid
Life’s lost memory
This sight unseen
Vision blurred through deception and hate
Hypocrites can’t make up their absent minds
Sacrificing all for false pride
They tell me I’m next, next victim to die
No, the black cold grows over me
I scream from below, “set me free!”
No, this sight unseen is real, not a dream
Blackness a void-life, a memory
Sight unseen to me
Sight you’ve never seen
Sight unseen to me
This sight unseen
As the death tolls that funeral dirge
The end of the beginning has begun
Annihilation of the world we once knew
A bloodshed tear for what was mankind
No, it’s like involuntary suicide
We all must die
No, this sight unseen is real, not a dream
Blackness a void-life, a memory
Sight unseen to me
Sight I didn’t want to see
Sight unseen to me,
May we all rest, IN PIECES!!!
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3. |
Terminal Ecstasy
05:14
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Terminal Ecstasy
Prisoner of the world you created
Lost the key, you never cared
Should’ve known you were diggin’ your own grave
No future - death is near
Terminal problem
Can’t find the fix
Sight is Hallucination
As life turns black
Somehow you survive the night
Feel the tension, losing your mind
You strike the match
Now you’ve lost control
Too young to die, you gotta try
Too young to die, you know you got to try
You got the chance now
Don’t just throw it away
You’ll regret it someday
Now as the clock strikes midnight
You trip on your brain
Don’t let depression bring you down
Rise above now, fin the key
You’ve got too much to gain
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4. |
Funeral March
07:33
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Funeral March
Start today like any other
Wake up hoping for the night
Love and pain, inside the circles
A burnin’ lost heaven, lost delight
The ground is sucked inside
Smoothing souls feeding the darkness
Refuge upstairs is denied
And now I can see that they’re there
The darkness welcomes the light
Now the dead rise and come together
Bleeding souls dry
And the darkness hearing what they said
Slowly makes you rot inside your head
Forever
Now the day has come
Dread is mingled with fear
Destiny is crushed by the evil
Taking over
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5. |
Face to Fate
04:59
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Face to Fate
I’m sick as hell sittin’ this chair
Tension surrounds me
I’m pulling out my hair
I plead insanity
Feel I’m losing grip
Close to the edge
I hope I don’t slip
I’m losing control
Time to face my fate
Face to Fate
Temptations’ gonna lead me to hell
And my headstone will mark where I fell
Dying in sin means living in vain
I should have known I was never sane
Sorry it’s too late
Time to face my fate
Face to Fate
My body lays still starts to decay
My soul arises immortal to stay
Now I am free
It’s time for revenge
But my conscience is taking control
Now I understand
I want one more chance
But I’m stuck in this horrible hell
My life’s a disgrace I’m forced in face
Forever trapped in my soul
Time to take control
Time to face my fate
Face to Fate
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6. |
Insane
05:52
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Insane
Laughing aloud in my padded room
Left alone, my arms are tied
My eyes are open wide
I’m living in a strange world
Here nothing seems the same
Reality is just a word
Don’t even know my name
We are forced to rest here
And we will see infinity
Locked up here against our will
Because they know I want to kill
I am Insane
They give me medication
Those horrid fuckin pills
They say they’ll make me better soon
Stop my urge to kill
My mind is filled with darkness
My thoughts all turn to pain
My body wanders aimlessly
My patience starts to drain
White turns to red
As I close my eyes
Hope turns to dread
As I pull my knife
And know it seems
Chains are broken
And it’s time to be free
I need a helpless victim
Death is in my eyes
I want their flowing blood
I need their pleading cries
My blade has no mercy
Drugs fading from my brain
I will not stop this slaughter
I’m violently insane
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7. |
Born to Die
05:07
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Born to Die
Deep within your soul
You feel its time
Time to open up your eyes
And see the truth
The lies, do you realize
I am the first – I am the last
I have authority over death and chaos
I am the future – I am the past
See all your life’s blood spilling so fast
And now within your heart
You know the day has come
To walk the earth again
And see the killed, the maimed
The already slain
Now the power of earth surrounds me
The power of life it overwhelms me
Searching for vengeance
All that I see
Time to fulfill the final dead
You are born to die
You are born to die
You are born to die
You are born to die
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8. |
Feel the Fire
04:57
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Feel the Fire
Every night I surrender hopelessly
Your power blinds me
And I can hardly see
You change my life
And you altered my dreams
And when I trust you
You’re stealin’ my brain
You call me a friend
But you’re stabbin’ my back
Deny you know my name
You burned me before
But never again
It’s time you feel the flame
Feel the fire, flames burn on
And the pain is so strong
And you’re beggin’ for mercy
But this time you’re gonna burn
Your bitchin’ and moaning
Expect all attention
Getting worse everyday
The flames getting hot
Jump or I’ll push you
Into the eternal flames
Feel the fire, flames burn on
And the pain is so strong
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9. |
Say Your Prayers
05:10
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Say Your Prayers
Guilty as sin
But you kill feelin’ no regret
You feel you’ve done no wrong
We fight to save the world we’ve been given
You lacerate the land
This must stop now
it’s time to say your prayer
Someday you’ll wish you had thought of the future
When you’re gasping for air
All your mistakes will cause us to suffer
And for you to explain
We’ll hunt you down and make you pay
No remorse for you
Say your prayers
Kneel down and
Say your prayers
Nobody really cares
So when you go to bed tonight
Think about it, think about your life
As you pray to save your head
You know and I know that you’re dead
Run for your life as your fortress crumbles
And the finger points to you
Killing blindly
Thought we’d never find you
It’s time to wake up!
Wasting the earth
Ignored all regrets
We’re gonna make you pay
Us against you
You were standing in line
No remorse for you
Say your Prayers!
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10. |
Blood Loss
04:41
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Blood Loss
Give up, you can’t hold me back
The point of no return
Sacrifice, devotion of life
I felt the fires burn
Dark turns to light
Time rules my life
Ignorance takes its toll
Fear getting old
Left in the cold
With only yourself to blame
Intensity, is freeing me
Rising from within
I ignore blood sweat and tears
Because I know I’ll win
Damn thee who escape the fire
Realize they’re coming after you
And it’s time for blood loss, causing sin
Desperate feelings, won’t give in
Time for blood loss I won’t turn away
The river flows, now I know
With each step there’s pain
Anxiety is stressing me
Each day a new cross to bear
Doing time, your life sentence
You passed it down on yourself
Give and take, for Christ sake
I can’t lose anymore, blood loss
Flying free, now one’s stopping me
I’ll continue the sequence, ‘til the end of life…
You have seen the blood on the wall
And paid for all your sins
The time has come let me in
And let this horror end
Damn thee who escape the fire
I’m hell let go of my life…in hell
Drown in your pity or survive
Just look into the face of fear
Look, into his eyes, his eyes…
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11. |
Inner Thoughts (Misery)
04:04
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Inner Thoughts
Isolation, trapped inside
Left the world far behind
Distant voices calling, evil reaps!
Darkness dominates the skies
Shadows reappear
Destruction just final way
We wonder why we fear
Man’s free will
Will free all man and end society
It’s your life stand up and fight
Or death will serve you right
It serves you right!
Watch the sky burning red
Following your fate
Time erodes, seems to control
Shackled with victims of change
Wrapped up in the confusion
Strangled by anticipation
Hopelessly trying to change
Day by day, by day by day
Not to reveal, inner thoughts
Tried to conceal, but now you’re caught
I stand today in the misery
I stand today in the pain you’ll see
Life’s agony leaves us, in pain
Yes we all know you’ll pay
Paying for your sins, oh the penance you’ll serve
Life seemed so simple but now you are scared
That you won’t escape, and no one will care
You’ll be stuck in this hell it took a lifetime to create
Wake up don’t get dragged down
Don’t fall into the pit
Freedom is a sacred right
The change will let you win
Death kills the silence as smoke fills the air
Evil has arrived… hey this is your life
Serves you right, stand up and fight
This is your life…
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